the clownless women. the way wildfire analysis (boc) transitions into backseat (charli and carly). the way angel olsen sounds. death grips. jamie stewart. boy harsher. floor mattress and scandinavian design. anywhere is good enough. making dinner for shirley kwan. a translucent lime green midi controller. fiona apple dancing to the end of fast as you can. the worst beats in existence. the chorus of wonderland (chvrches). jenny lewis. being unlimited. having a grotesque silhouette that towers in the endless night. a lady on only connect who has watched every single one-star rated vampire movie on netflix. history circling back upon us. jenny lewis. time. making my snare sound worse. hot penny day. queen sav. drawing quickly without concern. saying something beautiful and true. the attitude era (inga and dean). sally phillips, lou sanders, and morgana robinson. a bin full of knives. instagram posts about figs and oranges. an invincible summer within the depths of winter. ice hockey. these crates. all the old media in a different moment. smelling the wood of the cross and thinking of home. i'm not going to show one! just lauren mayberry this time, and the way in which she's changed since 2013. also, jenny lewis. unpunishable. the best song shinici atobe ever made. existential dread and food. aubrey plaza. mezzanine. feeling good about being a part of something. chris fleming. potential. half-sour. jenny lewis. brutalism. white pony. andy stott and alison skidmore and also debit that one time but also debit. doe deer deathray. creativity in an extraordinary burst just before her death. best buy. rebelling against whatever i can no longer live for. an olive oil stain. people named cassidy or claire. walking the same path through the fog. breaking a pattern. teya and kristen. the dying world being rekindled. a tablet that says bitch. a tablet that says please. paralyzing fear. real love. lead poisoning. access to the wasteland. going down the drain. a scared animal that demands violence. cate blanchett. the world inside this one. opting not to name emotions. britt lower. veronika slowikowska at a laurel halo-soundtracked fashion show in la. the mcdavid, crosby and mackinnon goal for team canada. 9am - 12pm on a day that you're home sick from school. trent reznor. artwork by yvette coppersmith, max beckmann, and mark rothko. josh. knowing how to love and care for myself. spencer agnew. things that happen for me. stories beamed through a window. whatever i want.