7.04.25 after many years of inserting a diva cup it suddenly hurts so bad???? did my [redacted] move?????

7.01.25 if megan draper was alive in 2025 her zou bisou bisou would’ve been to fame is a gun

actually never mind

6.14.25 every year after convention i cry for different reasons!

6.06.25 my anxiety has been really terrible lately to the point that i'm reverting back to lockdown habits (not leaving apartment, feeling genuine excitement to watch new episodes of love island and listen to mind numbing real housewives recap podcasts instead of hanging out with my friends). i cannot get trapped in this loop. have to convince myself that this isn't real fun!!! fun is outside!! fun is events!!!

5.31.25 write this down: TYOLEOC (twenty yards of linen equals one coat)

5.21.25 I sneezed in front of a sister and she didn’t say bless you. Girl that’s your whole thing!!!

Doing good (brought sunscreen to keep at work because I face a floor length window all day) doing bad (ripped off my acrylic nails at my cubicle after getting a scary email)

4.20.25 coughing sooo much to celebrate the holiday (actually it's just because my apt is dusty)

got some benadryl and alex got me a fan hookup ty alex

4.15.25 yesterday i had a lox bagel and a small tiny can of tuna (not together) and then threw up this morning because of too much fish. this also happened to me the day after christmas lol

4.14.25 hello flounder. i had two days without a headache last week AND i figured out the answer to a question i had almost two years ago but couldn't figure out how to google. shoutout to salmon and tuna

doctor said my nerve damage is fixable :) everything coming up emilye

i am not going to run for labor board again next term!!! i am not!!!!!

3.06.25 coming out of like a month depression noticing how gross i’ve been living. whoops

kickin it into gear

3.04.25 recovering from the bad weekend

3.02.25 bad weekend

2.28.25 worried we don't have enough job opportunities available about the job fair. no one else seems to be worried about this

i'm doing ok otherwise i think. 3 drink maximum serving me well

2.26.25 neutral

2.24.25 megan boyle’s hair looks amazing!!!!!

1.30.25 i need all the instagram girlies who recommend cool girl books to read liveblog. her tone is not affected or disconnected or protective! she is the only one to do it!!!! i love ottessa and co but m* b* is the blueprint!!!! it's truly a shame that i'm too burdened by embarrassment and discretion to start a podcast or a book social media because i have much to teach the youth about narratives

1.29.25 doing too much dsa and yet not enough to feel satisfied. need to pick up spanish again so that i don't keep over scheduling myself

1.28.25 worried worried i am fucking up at work again after a long stint of doing wonderfully

1.27.25 am no longer being messed around with!

1.22.25 i am being MESSED AROUND WITH and i think i DO NOT WANT IT TO HAPPEN but i am NOT SURE and THAT IS CAUSING ME PERSONAL ANGUISH

1.18.25 ouch my heart

1.17.25 reading all these david lynch quotes makes me want to start living better. and that would be embarrassing and corny but idk whatever it takes is good with me

1.14.25 dsa on da brain

1.09.25 2025 journal