7/1/25

idi said i was not wearing enough pink for Pink Day At Work Today so i spitefully did the tuesday crossword in 8 min. tricked into working here was right

I did a lot of bakery yearning in sf last week, among other things (ty alex for the tour and tips it was a treasured afternoon). I think i miss baking and hate doing computer work. Going to incubate this feeling

6/8/25

I lied the answer was medical attention from the behavioral health urgent care lol

Armed with Latuda and some other one, I’m going to keep looking for apartments so I can stop living under the weight of this house jam packed with memories and heavy furniture I have to deal with on my own. I hate waking up here and I hate being alive, but I have to do both of those things. My support system is small, but that’s very much my fault. Times going to pass whether I’m being pissy and still or not.

6/7/25

ok but what if leaving the state was the answer

Sorry to be posting like this, Flounder, you deserve better

6/2/25

I am so sour and I think I am going to allow myself to both be that and bitch publicly on here

Yesterday a dude at gaddy in TGP was touching himself and watching me bird which ruled. Nice to feel wanted in these times.

Woke up to a broke fridge and spoiled groceries, truly no money to replace these and move this month so I'm going to be spending a lot of time with my definitely emotionally well rounded parents so I can eat.

The people have started calling it Emmy's law instead of Murphy's law and I am begging everyone to not let this catch on.

6/1/25

Stl flounderfolks

If you know any rentals opening up between now and August please hit my line ty

5/30/25

more like worst summer of our lives

i am oscillating between absolute devastation over this breakup and ways to laugh about it which is probably not good from a mental health perspective but I ghosted my therapist when I found out he was 25 so there is no jury here

i havent eaten in over a day and texts from the people who love me most wishing they could come back to stl and hold me feel like a rolled up tshirt under my head while im unconscious from a car crash.

When trees get struck by lightning and get that veiny burn scar in their wood, I want that to happen to me in a therapeutic medical way or something

Also my birthday is tomorrow and im suddenly very free if anyone wants to try tranquilizers

this could still be the best summer of our lives im open to it

5/28/25

I’m trying to have the best summer of my life this year for the third year in a row, open to suggestions but this is my menu so far

- drive in movie

- ride a rollercoaster

- go to a baseball game

- make slingshots

- demolition derby/state fair

- learn to use a lasso

- ride bikes (cool way not exercise way)

- slip n slide

- squarsh pennies on train tracks

- sidewalk chalk?

- boomerangs (wooden)

- local wrestling

- foursquare

please dm me with ideas and also participate

5/27/25

Biohacking: you can get 3 paid hours off so you’re not alone in a room with your coworker who “has no control over his actions” and will not leave you alone

Everyone try this