September
Hey I'm back here again. :)
Summer went great the bike trip didn't go as planned but i still went drove around 700km my knees hurt for 2 days after the trip ;-; Will post the photo's somewhere later maybe after I get a static site up?
A lot of interesting things happened did a lot of fun stuff met cool people, but I still feel like I am nothing. I guess I'm just overthinking idk.
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700km?!
that's an incredible accomplishment sun0
i get the feeling
despite all the goals we make and succeed at
sometimes it feels like it's still not enough
i've been living in thw same headspace
like i'm still not up to my own standard
that i AM nothing
even though i've prettt much made an entire 180
with my whole life
losing over 80lbs
stopped drinking everyday
started writing everyday
you still feel like there's more
i DO think it is a product of overthinking
i do it
what i do is just push the thought away
or challenge it's irrationality with logic
anyways, that IS an impressive feat
good on you
i'm sure it was an amazing experience
i look forward to the pics
cheers ;)
FWIW, whenever "I" attempting to find "I", "I" find no thing, and yet that doesn't mean I AM not.
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