I can't really, viscerally imagine the kind of loss that you are feeling right now, ~madali, but I (and so many others here in the pub) do hear your words.
I am very sorry that this has happened in your life, but I also take strength from the way that you are processing your grief and sharing this with others. I too take great comfort in nature meditation and in being in the presence of loved ones. And your story reminds me once again just how precious and fleeting life can be. It should be cherished while it is still with us. I'm going to go hold my wife now and tell her how much I love her.
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